TTC is hard!

TTC is really hard , and I get angry when someone pops up pregnant ( by mistake ). Like they didn't even want a baby , and I want one . Anyways , I try to remain positive through it all yet it gets frustrating . I took a PT yesterday & it was a BFN! My boyfriend is annoying as hell because he swear since I purchased it from the dollar store it's not accurate. He wants me to go get one of them expensive test to prove that I'm pregnant yet I already accepted that fact that I'm not . * sigh * TTC is so hard for me yet so easy for ppl who don't want kids :(