Finding the right person

So I’m not saying now but later like maybe in a year I want to have sex. But no one likes me from school bc they all think I’m all ugly I’m not saying that I want sex now and i don’t care who it is. I care who it is and I want it to be special. I’ve planned losing my v card on prom night but that’s a long time away and I have heard so many loosing ther v card story From my friends. I don’t want to be like them and lose it with someone I don’t like. And I don’t know if I like boys or girls or both I consider myself as pan but idk. But I want a relationship first they I want to have sex later. I have no one to have a relationship with.