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I have PCOS. My husband and i are high school sweethearts, we have talked about kids since we were 16. We have been trying for 6 months with one pregnancy last lasted a short 10 weeks. I feel so lost and depressed. I hope he doesnt give up on me because I am ready to give up on myself. They put me on all this medication that puts me in excruciating pain. I dont know what to do. I have never felt greater defeat. They told me there is a possibility I could never have a successful pregnancy. I want children so bad, and now everyone around me seems to be getting pregnant. Why am I being punished? What did I do wrong? Am I now good enough? I am in constant tears. I feel like a broken woman that is only just now starting life being told she cant have the one thing she wants in the whole world. I need friends and people to understand. I'm hurting.....please help me.