Is it time ?

I'm looking around an people my age have kids . they are married an have a life . I know people have problems that we don't always see at first glance . i just want to say yes I'm jealous an I'm angry that I'm alone bc I'm trying to make a good decision trying to wait till I get married . n I'm like maybe its me . n I try not to get depressed n I'm like its just not time . I'm not ready or something. N I don't want to sit here being all picky n end up being alone .