I'm nothing but an insecure failure.

mel • where on earth is lars ulrich’s weave?

i feel like my boyfriend doesn't want me to be with him because I'm really insecure and i just fucking hate how i look, speak, and act. When he calls or wants to Face Time me, I fall silent and end up in tears, scared that I'll do or say something wrong. I don't want to disappoint him, but i feel like i am.