How do you remain excited during pregnancy

Hey ladies!

I’m 12 weeks pregnant and struggling to be excited about being pregnant because I’m so scared of miscarriage.

I’ve had two healthy normal ultrasounds and last week the doctor checked for the heartbeat on a bedside ultrasound, I’ve also heard the heartbeat on my Doppler.

However I struggle everyday to be happy or excited and it’s really hard for me to bond with baby because of it 😕