I feel alone

All of my friends. Every single one of them. Got pregnant their first try.

Here we are. Cycle 14. All fertility tests and HSG came back fine for me and him. We are having sex during ovulation. Using two different OPKs, bbt charting and using the app. I even tried the Ava bracelet for 6 cycles.

My friends and husband just keep saying things like “you’re trying too hard.” & “it will happen.”

Really? Will it? I have no one to talk to about how scared I am that we won’t be able to have a family. They don’t understand. When I start trying to talk about it I get the generic answers back. It makes people uncomfortable.

I feel so alone and desperate