Advice... and prayers

I need all the prayers I can get ladies I’ve tried and tried to lose weight I just can’t have that mindset, I work out and eat clean for 2 months total and then I’m usually done.... but somethings GOT TO CHANGE.

Fatty liver?

PCOS?

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I’m sick of this shit. I’m sick of looking in the mirror and HATING MYSELF.

I’ve gained 100lbs in 3 years..... wtf ???

I need prayers because something is got to be different this time... I can’t quit....

I just went to sonic, ordered a large coke, burrito with medium tater tots.. PLUS soft pretzel w/cheese, and then I wanted to try their new sweet pretzel w/ cream cheese??? Like I have a issue and I need to stop. I need my health to be BETTER. I need to feel and look better. Prayers please and advice how to keep my head in the game when I’m ready to give up on it? Advice on foods and workouts ? I weigh 275.7