Anyone here a counselor?

I am trying another counselor tomorrow since my last one wasnt a good fit. I am looking for someone I can pour my heart out to and someone that I can be completely honest with and wont judge me. Is that what I should be able to do or am I expecting too much? I have a lot of fixing to do. I gave my ex until today to contact me and be truly sorry or I was moving on with the rest of my life without him. (He doesn't know this. This was a promise I made to myself) So as of now...tomorrow will start the changes in my life and there will be no room for him to come back.