Sooooo.....

I know it’s only been 5dpo since my IUI, but I can’t help but feel this second time around will end up like the first. 😔 I don’t know if I’m just being pessimistic so soon or what... I know I did everything possible naturally (without medication) using opk and charting to ensure this one was timed right and I felt so good about it after getting it done. However, as the days pass, my confidence is slowly diminishing. I think it’s just me trying to prepare myself for another failed attempt. All I know is if this doesn’t stick I am going to be discourage to do it again. I’m 32 years old and I feel like it’s difficult to conceive as easily as someone younger. I thought I was healthy and all but all I feel is old and inadequate.