Disappointing ..

Y’all I’m so sad right now..

Family and friends mean everything to me always, and literally both events I’ve had this year I’ve been let down by both. I had over 100 wedding guest rsvp and only 50-70 showed. Now here’s my baby shower coming up Saturday decided to keep it small(50 people) knowing who would come and who wouldn’t (like who showed for the wedding) and now people are saying they can’t make it!! I’m down to probably 20-25 people and that’s it they even show!😭

I’m becoming emotional as hell about this. Like why me!!😭🙄