My SO (children's father) cheated on me again... this is the 2nd time. I just feel so lost, I'm a stay at home mom and have only ever worked 2 years in my life and that was at a fast food restaurant. I want to leave him this time, I tried so hard to forgive him and believe he would never do it again....... I was a fucking fool. I didn't want a broken home and now I'm the one with a broken heart 💔 I just don't know where to turn or how to get myself out of this hell hole. I don't really have family to turn to, and I have no friends since being with him because he talked me into them all being bad influences or just bad people in general. I seriously feel like a damn idiot :(

Sorry I just needed to vent a little.