Come on already.... 🤬

I just need to vent for just a moment please.... We have been on this journey for going on 2 years now, while I know that is not as long as some of you lovely ladies it's beginning to take a toll on me. I'm going to be 30 in a little over a month, and was just diagnosed with Endometriosis in October, with a blocked tube. I know 30 isn't even close to old, and lots of women have babies over 30, but there is this irrational part of my brain that is being a huge nag right now, and I can't shut it off! I keep saying to myself "This will not break me, you have been through so much... No way will this break you." I just don't know if that's true anymore. I watch friends "accidentally" get pregnant and I can't even do it on purpose. Ugh.... sorry to dump this all here, but I'm really trying not to worry my husband.

If you made it this far, thank you & Happy Holidays! ❤😘