The worst news ever!!!

Stacie • Mother to Ben 👦, Bash 👦, and Braxton 👶, 420 enthusiast 🍁🔥💨, lover of life 😍✌
I literally think my period is starting! As I was checking my CM,  I noticed it was slighty rusty colored!!!
​If I do get my period, I will be so devastated!!! I don't know what I'm doing wrong?! I've been trying for exactly a year and two months!!!
​Anyone know what I'm doing wrong and/or what I could be doing better to help me get pregnant faster?
​Any and all advice is welcome!