Feeling down need some cheering up

I had knew surgery done the day before thanksgiving and at first I was okay with having my boyfriend do everything and I honestly hate it I don't like feeling I can't do anything for myself like I cried the other day because I couldn't even put my sock on I've fell twice since I had my surgery I can't walk like I would like too and I know its gonna be forever before I can even actually walk without the crutches and the brace and stuff I hate feeling this way it makes me depressed and I feel like I'm a burden on my boyfriend why should he have too help me when its not his fault what happen 9 yrs ago too my knee I just wanna cry and btw I wasn't really sure where too post this either so I'm sorry for ahead of time if its not in the right place