My relationship is officially over

My ex and I went on a break/break up about a month ago. We still texted through this because our breakup happened since it became really unhealthy between us. I don’t know if that’s what made it harder to get over since we still loved each other and wanted to be together but it was tiring to continuously try and push through it.

Yesterday he stated that he feels so much better emotionally being single which is great, but thats not something you want to hear when you just broke up. He said he still wants to hangout and be friends I guess but without the emotional obligations of being in a relationship which is such an asshole thing to say and I like to think he’s not one but oh well. I finally put my foot down today and said I can’t do it I need to cut him out of my life completely and move on. It’s breaking my heart to do this cause I’ve never had such a deep connection with someone and we were in a relationship for so long I forget what it’s like to be single and just worry about yourself.

I really want to cry right now but I’m too angry to, I want to scream but I can’t. I don’t know what to do