Healing from loss

So after 9 days since my 1st appt and hearing that my pregnancy wasn’t viable I was finally able to process that info. I did not do d&c as doctor suggested... waited a little bit because I think I was in complete denial at first. Yesterday I went back for a follow up and once we were able to confirm for the second time the baby was not progressing I was able to accept it. We talked alternatives as I did not want to undergo the d&c again and she gave me some pills to help the baby pass on it’s own. It took a few hours but surely enough last night it happened... I decided after a while to get in a warm bath... it passed while I was in the tub... the emotions were uncontrollable... just seeing it there in the water broke me into 1 million pieces. All I wanted to do was sleep after that... I didn’t not want to face my reality. I am ok this morning though, and just wanted to wish all of you pregnant and trying to conceive ladies the best of luck and great health for you and your baby.