I GIVE UP

I miscarried back in May we were devastated , TTC since and AF was late 4 whole days we were so excited ,I made my way to the store purchased and ept and as soon as I was ready to pee on a stick af..showed up😢 ive tried the geritol , I've never had an issue ever im like fertile mertile i don't get it, I just give the eff up .. i see other ppl prego and honestly it pisses me off , like why hasn't it happened yet 😤😢😭😭😭😭😭😭