First daughter

I’m so in love with my daughter she’s been my motivation since the moment I knew I was pregnant. All this mom life it’s new to me, but I’ve been having real bad anxiety, often I think something bad happens to her, and I start acting paranoid, it’s is almost Christmas eve, and I’m going to spend a couple hours with my bf family , and I’ve been imagining that on our way home something can happen. This thought haunts me so terribly, I don’t even want to go