Shit shit shit

We finally kissed...we even spent a whole night together (no sex just foreplay, I didn't want to have sex this night) but now...nothing...

He works a lot, he goes to the library all the time...but comes back always at the same time to have diner with me and now...no he comes back late.

Idk if it's because he really has a lot of work or he does it in purpose...I dont want it to be awkward😧

But I'm just afraid I was not good enough that night...I was not really shaved for example😅

I'm really afraid to disappoint him actually 😔