Insecure with make up

So I see a lot of posts with girls saying make up complete them and feel insecure without

Who actually feels insecure with it on..?

I only wear it for big parties/military balls or photo shoots which is like once a month

Dont know if it’s my anxiety that plays a part but I hate people looking at me and being centre of attention and feel like make up does that 😬

I feel so weird when I go to pubs or dinners with my friends and I’m in my skinny state of frizzy hair and bare face 😂