Secretly wishing..

My boyfriend and I have been together for nearly 11 months now, living together since 3 months.

We have talked about kids and of course we both would like to wait til 25 (we’re both 22 right now) before having them. I think thats everyones thought tho lol

We dont use protection, just “pull out method” so its not like we’re trying nor really avoiding it.

I had two times where my body was acting odd enough to make me want to take a test, which both came out negative. But both times i was lowkey hoping for a positive.

Anyone else ever felt that way when they took a pregnancy test?

I know my time will come, but if it happened anytime i think i would be happy. I questioned if he would ever be disappointed if it happened before 25 and he said he wouldnt be disappointed which is refreshing to hear. But i always have that little bit of hope that it happens lol

Its not just me who feels that way is it?😅

Ladies? Lol.