Confused/am I reading this correctly

Ok so there's this guy. Early on this year we had a bit of a friend's with benefits situation. It seems to be going great however we stumble into a roadblock and things end. 6 months of back and forth. Flirting. Messaging. Almost hooking up but then not later we get a bit drunk and then end up kissing. I should preface this by stating that this guy is a very self controlled man. He's very open about the fact that he is not in the right headspace for commitment and that is fine by me because at least he's upfront about it. So anyways after all the back and forth I kiss him and it's suddenly crazy passionate I need you right now sex. *the man legit tells me to unlock the fucking door pulls me inside and slams me against the door to kiss me* so we have fantastic sex. I'm talking hair pulling. Slow passionate sex. I came out looking like I'd been through a damn war. Hair and makeup a mess. Sex scratches covering my entire body. My goddamn lips were swollen from all the damn kissing. But he kisses me tells me goodnight beautiful and heads out. Never happens again we are friends and had a fight after but we had had worse fights before. Now we're back to the same thing as before. Constant back and forths. I always catch him checking me out and watching me . *we work together* we always end up joking and having little moments and I got a bit drunk and sexted him. And he tells me it's nothing against me in incredibly attractive and he wants to continue but that it's not the right time yet and wants things to naturally happen. Which is frustrating but the sex is so amazing and I think that the built up sexual tension aids in that. Am.i crazy? Is this guy into me ?