Desperate for advice

My husband and I are are not currently TTC. I want to try so bad, but he’s not ready. I have been ready for a year now and he knows that.

We don’t use any form of protection. I hate the feeling of condoms. He always pulls out before he gets off and I haven’t been on birth control in 3 years.

I track everything so I know exactly when I ovulate. I ovulate in 2 days and according to Glow, there’s about a 27% chance of conceiving today. My husband has made it very clear that he wants to have sex tonight, but I just can’t. I know that if we do, I’ll be hoping that he slips up and I get pregnant. It’s not fair to him or me.

So, what do I do??