Not gojng back to work 😭

Hi ladies. My husband and I were discussing me returning back to work. I'm a hairdresser and my husband is in the navy. We have 2 girls one is 2 in April and the other was Born in September. Looking at our financial situation, it's not worth me going back to work as it will cost us £100 a day in child care! Now I have worked since I was 14 and the thought of not working really doesn't sit well with me. My husband doesn't want me to go back to work as why would I work for it to cost us money BUT I like earning my own money and I feel so guilty making all the financial pressure on my husband. We can afford to live off one wage, that isn't the issue, it is me having the issue with not earning my own money. Has any one else been in this situation where they actually can't afford to go back to work? And how did you get over the guilt if you had it?