So for the as long as I can remember my sister in laws have not liked me and I have to put up with it. They same mean stupid petty shit to me and I have to shut up and deal with it. Recently I finally spoke up and said enough was enough and was told for like the million time I wasn’t part of the family that I wasn’t welcome at their house so that means I’m not welcome to the Christmas celebration. I could care less because finally I’m out of hell. The problem is my fucken husband wanting me to forgive them yet again without them saying sorry. I have to put it past me and smile and act like nothing happened. And on top of that they keep wanting my kids around and he keeps wanting to take them around. To me it’s all of us or none of us but I guess I’m the only one thinking like that. I literally wish they would just fuck off and leave me out of their stupid drama and finally let me live in peace.