Miscarriage loss

So I officially hate today.. Today is today I was suppose to go in for my anatomy scan for my unborn daughter but wouldn’t be able to because she is no longer with me.. She pass away 12/12/18 due to me catching in infection after finding out I was going into labor early surprising at 16 weeks due to Cervical incompetence.... Her bag was bulging out of me and they tried a emergency cerlege even knowing the risk but I tried to save my baby girl .. Forever in my Heart I love u Faith Amara Starla Ruiz ❤️❤️.... watch over me and the kids and the healthy pregnancy that will follow and the name of god 🙏🏽!