Okay I cheated on him six months ago but the guilt doesn’t let me live. He knows I cheated on him because I had to tell him. Now I don’t know what to do.

This is what I would send him:

“(His name) Im sorry for what I did to you and I just need to let you know how sorry I am. I’m sorry that I wasn’t ready to receive the love you gave me. I’m sorry I did the stupid shit i did. I’m sorry for wasting your time. I’m sorry for even talking to you because if i wouldn’t have talked to you we wouldn’t be here. I’m sorry for telling you this six months later. I’m sorry for everything. I know I fucked up really bad and if you don’t wanna talk to me it’s fine, if you leave me on seen it’s fine, if you wanna tell me off it’s fine, if you wanna block me it’s fine, but either way I really needed to let you know how sorry I am because this shit is weighing fucking heavy on my chest. I’ve never regretted anything more than what I did to you.”