And now I wait to miscarry....

Last night my hCG levels were 24.3. Today I started cramping pretty bad and headed back to the hospital. My levels have dropped down to 16 in less than 24 hours. And now...now I just wait for my body to pass the baby. So many emotions. I've waited a year for this baby,my Christmas miracle, and now I'm losing it. I've had two healthy pregnancies before, never a miscarriage or a single complication. Why now? Why me?

I'm just ready to get it over it...How you ladies find the strength to go on after multiple miscarriages I will never understand. You are my true heroes.