A year after my miscarriage

Tomorrow will be a whole year sense I had my miscarriage. And even though I wasn’t a-100% sure I was going to have the baby . I was still so sad when it happened. And even now I’m sad about the situation. I think of it often. Recently I’ve really started to feel I want to start a family but I’m scared that I would be able to get pregnant (I miscarriaged and a few years ago I had an abortion and I’m terrible terrified they are linked even though I had no problems during or after my abortion )