I’m with my man and we’re happy. I’m happy. But almost every now and then at night I can’t stop reminiscing the time he cheated on me and it really fucked me up. But that was 10 months ago tho. Sometimes I find myself look through old screenshot or messages of me telling my friends what happened when he cheated on me. Find myself looking through old screenshots I found in his phone from old text messages. And it still hurts. I think about it everyday tbh but mainly only when I’m alone. When I’m with him, I don’t think about it at all, like we’re just hanging out and having a good time.

But once I go home or I’m alone, I start reminiscing.. idk what to do tbh, I love him a lot and he has changed, he hasn’t done anything at all since then. I’ve learned to trust him again but... how do I stop reminiscing or thinking about what happened. It’s very often.