Being a mother is so so hard

Hello everyone. I have a newly turned one year old. I didn’t expect being a mother to be so hard. I love being a mother but omg I have lost myself. I don’t remember when I had fun I don’t even have time to look good and I work from home too ! I’m so effing drained I feel ugly and I just want my baby to be happy. She is my top priority and I love her so much. How do moms handle 2 kids !!!! I’m losing it !!