Soo.. on December 23 I found out I was pregnant. Took 3 pregnancy test which confirmed it for me.

Even though my partner and I weren’t ready for a baby, we were both very happy with that fact that I was pregnant. On January 6 at 9am I woke up with my underwear covered in blood as if I had my period. I suffered immense pain throughout that day. My partner stayed by my side to support me and help me with anything I needed. I don’t know how to feel about it yet.. when I say it out loud that’s when it hurts the most. It feels real. I went to the hospital the day after and they confirmed that it was definently a miscarriage. I lost a lot of blood and my body was very weakened from it.

The overall experience was very overwhelming..

till this moment I don’t know how to feel. I’m heartbroken and start to cry when I think about it. My partner told me today it hurt him to see me in so much pain and losing our first child. It just breaks my heart even more and I don’t know how I’m suppose to properly move on from this. What positive thoughts should I have on my mind..? Please help.