breaking up

i was with my boyfriend for almost two years and i just had to break up with him because he stopped treating me right and the pain he caused outweighed the happiness. he didn’t care about me anymore didn’t love me. my 21s birthday is in 2 days and he said to me “your lucky i’m even taking you out” and he asked me to pick a place i said i wanted to be surprised he said he didn’t want to surprise me and laughed in my face. a week ago not even i tried breaking up with him because for the past week he treated me like shit but we talked and he said he cane to his senses and realized he was wrong and he was trying, took me out to breakfast, wanted to do more things with me and texted me more but idk what happened last night he was just mean to me. last night after i told him i can’t do this anymore he just got out of my car didn’t say anything and went inside. but an hour later he showed up at my house to talk but i said no bc i had to be up early for work, and that was really hard for me to say no. i’m extremely sad but i know i did the right thing it’s just hard not to go back to him because i miss how he used to be.