I need help.. My husband and I have been married since April of 2017 and we just had a baby boy 5 months ago. Before we got pregnant, my husband was always very sexual, he would do random things for me out of the blue (like buy me flowers), he would tell me how good I looked, and everything else you can think of from the perfect man. During the pregnancy, he done everything for me and our son without one single complaint, and to this day he still does. Anything we need, he takes care of it. However, once I started getting bigger, he stopped having sex with me, he stopped cuddling with me, and he stopped telling me how good I looked. We talked about it, and he said he just felt awkward since I was pregnant. I get it, he is a man, he is nervous, and he is scared.. I completely understood. But, even after the baby, he still acted this way. Ever since we had our son, he never tells me I'm beautiful, or that I look good.. he never looks at me when I am undressing or naked (he ALWAYS done this before).. he never touches me, other than a quick hug before work.. he never kisses me, other than a peck before he leaves.. he never does random things anymore like buying flowers (which I don't care about him buying me things; I care about the thought that he used to put in it).. he never tells me he loves me unless I tell him first.. when he comes home from work, he sits on the couch or bed on his phone on Youtube and then goes to sleep.. and mostly, he NEVER initiates sex with me, and we NEVER have sex unless I initiate it. He still does anything in the world for me and our son, don't get me wrong, but emotionally and sexually, he does nothing. It is KILLING me. And yes, I have talked to him about this. I cried my eyes out to him a couple of weeks ago and explained myself and surprisingly, the conversation went okay. However, nothing changed. In fact, he's gotten even more distant since then. So a few days ago while he was working, we were texting and I sent him a very long message about all of this again, while being careful and explaining that I didn't want to argue and that I was not placing him in the wrong, but simply that I wanted him to know how I felt. He never responded and hasn't said anything about it in person either. Since then, he has again gotten more distant. I do understand that he is the sole income earner and he works A LOT, and that he stresses at times.. but things have never been this bad between us. Also, no, he is NOT cheating. I know my husband and he also works constantly and comes straight home so there is no way he is cheating. I can't handle this.. I feel like there is no spark, or whatever, anymore. I just have this aching, gut feeling that he doesn't love me anymore. I don't know what to do. I need advice and have no one to talk to. My husband is my bestfriend. Can someone help??