Coming off benzodiazepines during pregnancy HELP

So after my first pregnancy i was diagnosed with panic disorder and anxiety. It gets so bad my heart beats irregular and the palpitations make me feel like I’m choking and I hyperventilate(also see cardiologist and had to take heart medication). Well I became pregnant and am now weening off of klonipin .5 3 times a day (a lot for a little girl like me ) people would tell me how do you wake up when your baby cries that’s such a high does and I would instantly break down because for me it wasn’t! I still get panic attacks waking me up in the middle of the night out of NOWHERE! it’s terrible and we’re doing .25 mg at a time and it’s hard but I’m only 10 weeks so I have some time but I don’t want my baby affected at all so if anyone has ANY ideas, experiences, help that’s would be so helpful! AND PLEASE NOTHING JUDGY OR RUDE. I made this anonymous but if this is against the forum rules please someone let me know I read and didn’t see anything saying anonymous posts are banned but I just wanna make sure. I will delete immediately if it is!!