The witch strikes again maybe please help!

Sooo aunt flo’s cousin lil miss drip came to town. A day late mind you. It’s so light that I only have blood when I wipe. I am frustrated and a bit disheartened because I was hoping to get my bfp soon. But instead another month of shoving cotton up there and moping about how I failed again nine months in. Oh well dark chocolate cookies and milk and some Netflix I suppose and try again in a week.

Added in a picture of what I see when I wipe. It’s not even heavy like my usual but it’s mostly consistent? Am I just trying to make myself feel better???