My First BFN 😢

I’m pretty new to the TTC thing, and when I downloaded this app a little over a month ago I didn’t think I’d get pregnant quickly or easily, However, when the calendar showed that my period appears to be as many as 5 days late... I let myself get excited. I was convinced I was pregnant and already thinking about how to tell my husband the news when I tested and got a BFN.

I didn’t think I would be so sad to see it... I guess I got a little ahead of myself...and now I just feel awful.

I know since I haven’t been trying long at all it’s ridiculous to whine like this...but I’m 38 1/2, and I know I’m low on time, and I had so much hope just this morning.

Does looking at a BFN ever get any easier? Or does it feel like this every time?