I feel so bad, 34 weeks

I had lost a lot of weight before meeting my husband, then being married I gained some and gained like 40 something pounds so far. I feel so bad for gaining so much and now I’m basically over the weight I’ve been at my heaviest. I feel ugly, tried to take some at home maternity pics but I don’t love them.

I’ll probably redo them with make up and contacts next time and maybe that will help, but I just don’t like how I look. I know I’m pregnant but I can’t help it.