I am at that point where I just hate everyone. I hate to say it but I feel so emotionally and physically drained. I have a 8 month old who I do love dearly but god is she the most difficult child on the planet! Yes I am exaggerating but as for being difficult she is. I love her she has a energy of Tasmanian Devil and hates to sleep one bit. Her sleep patterns are different everyday so I don’t even get time to breath as I’m always on the go with her. She gets a early bedtime because she just can’t hang but as soon as she falls asleep I have a even bigger baby who wants my attention.... my husband. I love him but god damn it I have no energy for you. I’m at that point where I’m like my cup is empty and I have no more to give anything to people and I just don’t care anymore what people want. Oh and I been fighting so much with my grandmother and mother also because they don’t listen when they watch her while I go to work. I give them instructions for the baby and they don’t follow it. They think that because they had kids that every child is different so they constantly are telling me what to do. My favorite is they tell me if I keep the baby up later she will sleep longer. I get really nasty about this topic with them and tell them NO that’s not how it works. I love my grandmother but she isn’t a sweet little old lady she believes she is always right and will tell me to shut up when I try to tell her something different which just adds the fuel to the fire. So yes I hate everyone right now. I just want time to breathe and fill my cup back up.