Not wanting a husband

So I get a lot of crap from my family bc I told them I don’t want to ever get married. I was in a really serious relationship and had a child with the person . We broke up bc he cheated , but when we are together hanging out we are perfectly fine , it’s like he’s my soulmate .

I’ve been in a lot of dates and dates people but nothing compares to the relationship we had .

I want my second child soon but I have no boyfriend or husband , and I don’t want one I want to do it on my own but people are really shaming me about it.