My fiancé loves this photo but I HATE it.

He says he likes how strong I look but all I can see is how big I am. I have been really struggling with my body recently and nothing really seems to be working. I do HIIT training four to five times a week and eat well. I don’t drink but an occasional glass of wine.

I’ve never been one to feel down about myself, but as I look at this picture, I can’t help but hate my body. I want to be smaller, more petite, more feminine like I was here 👇🏼

I’m not posting this for any other reason than to come to this community that so often offers support to other women because that is what I need right now.

If anyone has any advice that has worked for them aside from crash diets or fad diets like keto, please share! I want to find something or someway for me to love myself again.