Dying to test!!!!

So I am 5 days away from my period but have been having really bad bloating and nausea for the past few days and I tested yesterday with a first response test since it was 6 days away from my period and thought I saw a faint line but then again I’m not sure so I got really discouraged but I now feel really bloated today and have been just feeling kinda prego I guess all morning.... I really wanna go buy another test but I’m afraid of being let down... should I just wait for the missed period to test again or should I test now lol. I’m just aooo impatient and we have been trying to conceive since April after we lost a baby... hoping this month is our month!!! Send baby dust please! 🤞🏻❤️🌈🌈🌈✨✨✨✨