1/24/19:

We had to say goodbye to our sweet baby yesterday, the ultrasounds confirmed that there was no heartbeat. Our baby stopped growing at 7.5 weeks and my body didn’t recognize so I kept on thinking I was still growing our amazing baby to 12 weeks. It was the hardest thing I have ever had to do and it seems like I won’t ever be able to recover. I wish all the expecting moms but especially my August moms all the luck and happiness in the world. 💕

UPDATE:

I went to the doctor today, he said that my uterus is a little smaller than he would like and he could not find a very good heartbeat with the Doppler. So I’m off to get bloodwork and an ultrasound tomorrow .. trying to be patient but I don’t have a good feeling. Please keep me in your thoughts

Went to the bathroom around midnight and had spotting, everyone (including my dr) said not to worry and try to relax until my appointment tomorrow but I am worried out of my mind. Does anyone have any relaxing tips for me? 😭