Sad and discouraged

This has been the worst month yet. For the entire month of January (so far) I've only had 3 days with no bleeding. All the other days I've had some kind of spotting or was on my period. I've got an appointment with my doctor, but I just feel so defeated right now. Maybe I'm just not meant to have anymore children. Maybe my body is just done. It's never operated normally, but it's getting worse. I realize that I'm extremely lucky to have been able to get pregnant in the past, and I'm learning to accept I may not get pregnant again, I just want a normal cycle at this point.

Ok, pity party is over. If you made it through my post, thanks for reading. ❤️