Update: it’s possibly over

I want to thank everyone who commented on my last post about my situation. It opened my eyes on things I need to do for myself and that I don’t need that type of lifestyle mixed in with mine. After this so many other things have happened and was said and I can really really truly see what things I need to know!! So it’s over I kicked him out the next day. I’m hurt but he’s still on his same ol bullshit and never planned on changing!! I whip my hands of him!! Now it’s time to heal and take care of myself and love myself better then before!! Not going to lie. I feel like I’m at my lowest point in life I feel stupid and foolish.. it’s going to take time ❤️