Monday I walked into what I thought would be my first of many ultrasounds. I could tell the tech had concerns, especially when I was put in a room to discuss the results with my OB. I was then told that we were 10weeks pregnant with an ectopic pregnancy and would need an emergency surgery. That day, they took my baby and my fallopian tube. I’m not sure why life keeps throwing heartaches my way. I pray that one day I’ll have a beautiful baby to hold in my arms. Until then, I’m trying to smile at the little things in life, really anything that will keep me going.