So my husband is an asshole (rant)
He comes from a family who thinks anxiety/depression isnt real. They're believers in if you just ignore it and move on, it will get better. They've also had a lot of suicides and drug issues in hos family (NOT him, other members) so, obviously they arent handling things correctly. Well, I told him I have postpartum depression. I have a panic disorder so, I'm already a mess. And I know the signs because my mom and sister suffer from depression. Our son is 12 days old and we have an 8 year old, and I've been keeping up with dishes, laundry, etc but yesterday I just couldn't. I sobbed all day for no reason. I didnt eat or shower. He came home and was furious that the dishes weren't done. He threw his wedding ring at me and told me he should probably get his own place so it could be clean since I dont do anything. So, that's not helping my random sobbing. His ring is now missing, or so he thinks. I found it and just put it in the baby bin that holds diapers. Because I'm just done. He doesnt deserve it back. He came down hours later and apologized but I refused to even speak to him. I just dont know what to do. We probably dont need to remain married. I'm convinced hes bipolar and that's what causes these outbursts but he wont get help so, theres no point is saying anything else to him about it. I dont really wanna be a single mom to 2 boys but, it is what it is I guess. Just wanted to rant on here, thinking maybe I'm not alone and someone else's husband is a dick as well. Thanks for reading!
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