Everyone thinks oh im young im just like the teen moms on tv when its not true and i struggle every day to prove that. I cant see my boyfriend and i get really upset. People see it as me being childish and not focusing on my daughter. I have no dad and my mom is more like a friend because she didn't raise me and didnt have anything to do with me till she found out i was pregnant ive been on my own since i was 13. My boyfriend is the only person i count on. He stayed when i got pregnant, he got me to stop self-harming (1 year clean) , i was an acholic he helped me become sober (ptsd from sexual and physical abuse mom refused to help so i had no medication. It was my only release. I been drinking since i was 10. 1 year clean). Now i study the bible and im in a Christian homeschool due to his help. Hes getting his ministry license at 18. I miss him. Hes my only strong supporter hes the only person whose actually made my life better. I know people say that its just "puppy love" but I genuinely love him hes all i have and at this point all i need. I had to work to get where i am in life. I wish i was a spoon fed child. I wish my mom gave me hugs i wish my dad tucked me in and read me bed time stories. I wish they made sure i knew they loved me. But i didnt get any of that. I got pushed away. Im tired of all these adults telling me i ruined my life. They say i lost my child hood. What childhood? You mean the one that i never had to begin with? I ruined my future? No my baby gave me a purpose. Im a mom. It gives me meaning and motivation to not let what the world has done to me effect what i do to the world. I wish society would make it easier on teen moms and treat each one as an individual person not classify them by a stupid reality tv show witch in all honesty half the drama probably is fake. Why not say supportive comments instead of negative? I guess its easier for some people to judge and complain then to be helpful. The ones who actually support me with intentions of helping and not drag me down thank you. Your the kind of person that i look forward to out of all the negative. Some of the nice comments on my previous post i still think about. Thank you.