Helppp!!??

I left this guy on read some months ago. We were barley like two days into talking through dms and he started talking about hanging out and I freaked out and left him on read. I didn’t mean to but I’m not as confident in person. I get anxiety and awkward especially with someone I like.

Anyway he eventually unfollowed me and I’m still thinking about what could’ve been. I’m wondering if it’s too late to reply and try to start over. I feel like it would be awkward since he already unfollowed me but I can’t stop thinking about it. I think I’m ready for a relationship and i wanna try with him but what would you do?